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Feeling stupid?


Feeling stupid?

26 February 2011

14:12

How to make choice of position?

In this really messed up societal representation?

All this happens to be just a perception of precipitation.

Ranging between the 2 ears , the merry points of reception to the point of inception

Its true that Choices make a difference

But No choices make it too.! its just a matter of inference.

The Choice option spreads the message throughout like a ripple

No choice option leaves u often lonely depressed like a cripple.

So! Tell me what to do?

Cos It all seems like a im handling a weapon of choice.

Is that something I should be celebrating with rejoice?

I can be merry as I please, but im sure to get the damn invoice,

Ill have to pay all my dues at full price, grin and take it all! without a voice.

Should I Learn by watching? Or should I learn by doing and earning?

I need to seek What is the Purpose of all this learning and unlearning?

Is it all done to acquire strength to polish your brain?

To make you a supposed better person, with culture ingrained?

If I pick someone elses head for culture , that’s getting too personal although upon confirmation

But Am I ready to return the warmth for the exchange of this entertaining information

I believe that was a mini realisation

All that I needed was a little validation. :)

But I have seem to have lost the ability for love and compassion

The mind refuses to look above self, into another ones direction.

This doesn’t seem to be a good sign, there is just too much confusion

Too much depressed self obsession , throw in some breezers , you got yourself a fatal infusion.

Maybe all this is just a Fear of making a mark

Fear of choosing a color for the fear of remark!

A Fear of attaching any significance to your expression

A Fear of self importance. A fear of suppression.

All this spells of a little Fear causing heavy depression

I still try to Rise within the levels of oppression

If only choice making was so easy

Just press play, all happy lemon squeazy.

But there are just Too many options, too much to choose!

My sanity says,Is all this needed , why the **** don’t u cut loose?

I say why don’t you free yourself , ligten up, read a chic lit!

You say you haven't earned that liberty yet, to simplify things and just do it.

I ask what's keeping u from making a change??.

U say it has a lot to do with not forgiving yourself in exchange.

Wasn’t Humour meant for fun?, its purpose being to distract?

Where as the mental Pain is real, it has a lifetime contract.

I say Zimbly Spread the joy, it helps to subtract

The guilt inside, for ignoring the cue to retract :)

Cheerios J

Comments

  1. SrividyaFebruary 26, 2011 at 9:51 AM

    VERY VERY AMUSING.....

    brought a smile to the khadoos in me :)

    thankyou
    as always

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  2. varin muldiyarFebruary 26, 2011 at 11:14 AM

    Jesus i dont understand a word of wat you say! Its too abstruse. I tried once, twice, thrice and finally gave up. My comment is not a verdict on your writing;just that it requires more intellect than i possess. Don't forget that intellect is not intelligence.

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  3. SrividyaFebruary 28, 2011 at 9:39 PM

    thankyou.

    now the reader can probably understand whats written.!!

    its all classified.

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  4. AnonymousMarch 1, 2011 at 11:57 AM

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  5. vincentAugust 10, 2011 at 11:55 PM

    need a sharp mind to understand all this stuff,
    u knw m so lazy nd m so duff,
    it ll take hundred years for me to understand,
    like sm 1 in da moon is tryin to raise, his nd catch my hand.

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