Bubble of Life

 

 

Feminine energy is commonly associated with softness, tenderness, lightness, maybe even an aerated state, it’s full of movement (Shakti), has its own current (vibe), it flows, has its own rhythm (influence). It’s a soft rhythmic beat, tender like a heartbeat. Soft but powerful. Tiny but potent.

 

Think of emotions as a flowing river (Blood). Imagine the countless bubbles to be countless memories that fill the water with air (DNA memory Imprints). Each memory bubble just waiting to burst, (to be looked into), only to merge with the rest of the flow, through the currents, giving up its individual resistance, in order to flow. Here on, it just has to be. It’s definitive in its own unique sense of identity, as a part of a whole. Alone and together. Yin and yang, north and south, it merges but does not lose or diminish in its power. It has access to the strength of the whole. It’s in a state of oneness. The merging results in you, being the state of oneness, to experience life seamlessly.

 

It’s not easy to be in the all trusting, all accepting, and in a oneness state of mind. To get there, we could start by acknowledging the power of acceptance. The idea is to be able to, gracefully take in all that’s in your direct environment, and filter the observations within yourself, to create a processed version of every single thought, memory, observation, interest.  The ability to trust in what’s around, is a cultivated craft, one that is the result of a present mind, cultivated through awareness and constant internal filtering. It’s a mind that’s been open to change, to win or lose being irrelevant, to participate, being present fully. Engaging in play being its main theme.

 

Play is a two way win. Active playing requires minimal effort. It’s with no resistance, contains wild trust in the unknown outcome. To play, is the closest we get to god. God or this unknown divine entity, likes to communicate through play. It’s the most fun way to communicate. It’s light and easy.

 

The divine Feminine, is kind, abundant and benevolent during play, she is soft and tender, like a mother. She provides in exchange of love. To love her, is to trust the unknown, it brings out a delicate demeanor. Gentle not fragile.

 

To distrust the universal mother’s divine intention, leads to the birth of doubt. And doubt corrupts the rest of the belief systems. Distrust shows up as a defensive personality, dissociated, bipolar, often exuding, in their own world, kind of energy.

 

Trust defeats doubt. It brings about change. It makes you want to tread lightly, to avoid causing hurt to others, through your imprints. You weigh your actions and words based on the imprints you wish to create. Your action, isn't a reaction. Actions stemming from trust are stable and healthy.

 

How we respond to something defines our energetic personalities. Our decisions, make up for the aura we carry around us. Being connected to your inner antenna of divine interventions, brings about softness, in both the demeanor and aura.

 

The results of all actions are saved as imprints and records as memory bubbles. These bubbles must be allowed, or given permission to reveal themselves one at a time. The assumption that one is connected to ones inner self constantly, is unrealistic, so we meditate, to take the time to reflect upon these bubbles.

 

One must be connected to self for this to be a smooth transmission, being constantly distracted is a sign of running away from self, from looking into the contents of these bubbles. A buildup of bubbles leads to a shaken up, fizzy soda bottle effect. Even the slightest opening (provocation, a response to a supposed threat) could lead to explosion of the contents, spilling everywhere as harsh words.

 

Harshness is just the first step downward, it’s like the first of the 66 seals that need to be broken to enter the gates to hell!

 

Allowing or accepting harshness as normalcy, can lead to a whole downward spiral.

 

Defying harshness with gentleness, mercy, compassion can reroute the energy into an upward movement.

 

Having unresolved traumas (ignored bubbles) can block the flow of the upward moving feminine energy. Imagine these traumas to be bubbles that are resistant to merge. The outer layer of the bubble (aura) can develop into a defensive shield instead of being penetrable, porous, and ready for exchange kind of make.

 

Resistance to change can stem from various reasons. Maybe as a child you weren’t acknowledged when you made an effort of any sort, maybe that effort was overlooked or overshadowed by a sibling or parent, which lead to the creation of a belief, that efforts will not be rewarded in your favor, hence efforts are a waste of time. This affects the entire process of transformation as effort, is the primary starting point to an upward energy movement. Putting in effort, leads to many trials and errors, hence creating memories in the process, that allow one to look at life, as a game of wins and losses, with no residual remorse or guilt or shame.

 

Shame emerges out of not trying, not even attempting to cross the hurdle, which again could be due to past traumas involving episodes of being shushed into being an inanimate vegetable. Shame is created by telling yourself, you can’t do something, without being open to the possibilities, doing something could create. Sometimes we are forced into unavoidable situations. The power lies in the way we process the trauma and convert that into strength. Every emotion that we feel, exists to transform. Not to remain in the same dormant state.

 

An unresolved person’s energy is in constant state of need. It’s hungry to devour anything in its presence in hope of feeling better, different. Such people are called energy vampires. Their value system is constructed on factual but not real data. Their entire entity is based on assumptions for the future based on events of the past.

 

They have forgotten to sit quietly, (meditate) and let the change happen effortlessly. They live in agitated, angry states of mind. They are annoyed at the slightest disturbance in their imaginary storyline. Reality, is the distraction they avidly avoid. They assume life at its worst, coz they have suppressed their own inner dialogue, and made it a monologue, within oneself and while in communication with their surroundings.

 

They curate their environments to feel secure, from what they wear to who they meet, it’s always about creating a buzz, to be spoken about. It’s just the effect of bubbles, jumping up and down waiting to be looked into. But they just don’t have the time for it! and yet they have a lot of time to talk about their troubled patterns of life on repeat mode. They are always in a rush, to go somewhere, to reach somewhere, to achieve something!

 

They are wound up so tight they don’t allow anyone else, access to their real selves, their motivations, true desires are hidden, even to themselves, covered in layers of debris from previous battles. They are constantly in the state of war, their energy comes across as war cry. They are actually crying out for help, only they can’t see it, to acknowledge it enough, to actually be open to receiving help. They remain in a constant state of denial. Resisting any possibility of change, that may take them away from their supposed realities.

 

They haven’t experienced gentleness within themselves. They are in a loop of experiencing life and projecting it in the same manner, without spending time to reflect and filter. They feel powerless, but appear powerful. They believe they can’t change so they try to change others.

 

Such people feed off calm, soft, gentle loving people. Who are willing to give, expecting nothing in return.

 

Makes me feel that to remain calm, trusting, loving, giving, soft, gentle, light, airy, one must protect their boundaries. To avoid letting in other peoples baggage. A live, active exchange is a must, as it’s healthy. A healthy equation must have a give and take dynamic.

 

Choosing to be private, can ensure safe boundary systems in place, to filter the incoming energies. It’s wonderful to have people coming and going as guests, no overstaying guests are welcome. The core is made up of a healthy number of people in the inner circle, family and family like people. Sounds ideal to me J