rebirth

Feeling stupid? 26 February 2011 14:12 How to make choice of position? In this really messed up societal representation? All this happens to be just a perception of precipitation. Ranging between the 2 ears , the merry points of reception to the point of inception Its true that Choices make a difference But No choices make it too.! its just a matter of inference. The Choice option spreads the message throughout like a ripple No choice option leaves u often lonely depressed like a cripple. So! Tell me what to do? Cos It all seems like a im handling a weapon of choice. Is that something I should be celebrating with rejoice? I can be merry as I please, but im sure to get the damn invoice, Ill have to pay all my dues at full price, grin and take it all! without a voice. Should I Learn by watching? Or should I learn by doing and earning? I need to seek What is the Purpose of all this learning and unlearning? Is it all done to acquir...

faith 23 February 2011 14:16 Can having faith be for an experiment? Like! you "choose" to put "faith" into a being or a thing ! How real is faith ? and what is it?!!! How does one " choose " to put faith in something? Is it somewhat of a reserve inside ? You know! Like a well or something . Or maybe a bank ! That’s filled with products like contentment, fulfillment of goals, sense of achievement, charity, sainthood, room for a guru, bigger aspirations for upliftment of people, happy Samadhi , demigods and children?? A well/ bank ,that depletes with unsupervised throwaways ? You know like mindless charity, trying to be extra nice un such likes !! WHAT IS TRYING TO BE NICE?? Pssssst… its when you are trying hard to understand and please yourself/ someone else and are wasting so much time in making efforts. Instead why not, step back, ponder and strategise. Maybe then make a move??? ...

They say , just try to let go, I say its not easy to go slow mo! They say learn to be happy and carefree! I say, why don’t you help! search for the inner me They say holding hands, releases the inner glee I say, how will touching someone set me free? They say do this, do that I say, all this trying looks a bit like a frat! They make u meditate on a mat amidst all the breathing, i can still smell a rat! he chants! Breathe in breathe out. my common sense is revived, but my pockets shout. They try to open you up to strangers Then how are they training you to be lone rangers? Life is not a bunch of public opinions Why waste my time on all them onions :P They should try to teach the importance of a wall ! So you can sit on it, and take ur call The mind needs to be taught when to rest Coz after all life is a test.!!

Back into my bare apartment Thinking of all the things iv done Done to justify my presence To find my simple place under the sun People always have opinions! Figuring them out is a bag of onions The more you peel , the more you cry! They stink you up!!, while They sit there ,and multiply. Some teach the art of living :D And force you into submission, until you give in! You go in seeking a new leash over life, What you get is wisecracks almost like chives. Whats my obsession with all this onions? I don’t wish to give em barehugs in baniyuns :P Do they matter in the race at all That only if you accept , the race is on! Chill, relax, calm your nerves Do all the pranayams you learnt before Its all done to teach you to serve To enjoy your life better, not live in reserve!!