I have often wondered, about what it is ,that Im searching for ! when I'm seeking "Something Real" Iv evaded many conversations , some casual some with purpose- for the simple reason that, its failed to reach any chord in me. But when something truly strikes the chord in me , I find myself willing, to dump the scene- and run !! as far as my mind would take me. Is that the fear of attachment.? Its a paradox. Am I seeking to attach or am I seeking to detach? Paramacharya propagates Detachment to be the path to liberation. But how to attain detachment without the initial attachment? Does that mean we must attach ourselves to all and sundry with the mental preparation to detach? Why attach then? Oh! the learn and unlearn theory. .. sigh.. the universe is indeed a playground. One battle after another. After a point I find myself unwilling to carry out a conversation knowing very well everything we do is to bide our time here.. We read of theories, we